Is it really finished? Pinched me pls...

I finish my last exam as a undergraduate yesterday (hopefully is the last one, I will say a big NO-NO to resit, o mighty god let me pass...). It's a OSCE and is like there will be simulated patient there with different request for us to tackle, or in an easier way is an oral or practical exam.

As i suck in communication, that is my biggest nightmare since i know that will be one of the component in the exam. I screwed up big time for the last two trial. For somehow when i step into the room i will freeze n my brain will blank: deleting every bits and pieces of information inside it. Yesterday is no exception. I knew i did badly, hopefully i can just squeeze through the passing mark (The big 50 gate) for me to graduate.

Anyway, at the end of this mile stone, i somehow think bac whether i hav changed during these 4 years. I have to admit, these four years have been four long, hard years for me, the studying is jus horrific, it still sent shiver right from head to toe when thinking bac. Those study break have been terrible. During sem 4 when v have 8 module, that was the period i spend less time sleeping. Then sem 6 i suffer from insomnia. During that period i felt intermittant and countless times of uncertainty, no confident and sometime even feel like breaking down n give up. I m amaze that i still in one piece n hold out until now.

As development as a person, i think i didn't change much during this period. Just as time go on i learned more and knew more n made minor adjustment to my thinking althought most of my IMU friend think my thinking is weird and should not be encourage and practiced. One major setback did happened on sem7. Althought that was my toughest part through my uni life but what can't kill u make u stronger (Thanx god i didn't kill myself, though depressed), i now can considered half cure but the memory will haunt me for years to come.

But aside from sad incidents, i did hav happy memory in IMU. I met some nice friends who teach me, share n go through everything with me during my uni life. Our outing will never lack laughter. Even though sometime argument did happens but v always manage to solve it and stick together. Will write a post about IMU friends on a separate post. I met a lot of interesting people in IMU n somehow have a lot of sons and daughters dunno pop out from where.

In summary, i did suffer in IMU but also did enjoy my uni life. I will definitely miss all these when i m working...

So, PLS let ALL OF US PASS so that v can work and can miss uni life, PLS, i m begging... PLS GOD... ...