Devil's deal...

How far will u go to achieve something? R u willing to sell your soul to the devil if can be exchange with anything that u desire?

I do concede that i m not perfect. I sometime do things that i m not proud of to achieve my aim. But i will only go as far as my conscious allow me to go. Nowadays i saw people stepping closer and closer to the devil path just to achieve something and their reason is:

"What's wrong with it, i wan to achieve what i set, if i dun do it; he, he, she or he will also do the same thing, then i wil be lagging already. What's wrong with the devil path, it's only a perspective of how u see things only. I m seeing it as angle's path, U R THE DEVIL!!!"

How far should i go? Confused...

Still alive...

This was suppose to be a post on last Wednesday. Last 2 week has been hell. Below are the list of work that have to be done on the past two weeks:

• Industry attachment with full report


• 10 short care plan


• 1 long case


• study and sit for exam for evaluating pharmacology


• Integrated seminar


• Writing exercise for evaluating pharmacy

All those work have to be finish in a 9 days window. It all ends today with integrated seminar presentation on asthma. I have literately abandon my life for all those works. And it's not like in exchange of no life i get good work rate. All i can say is work did in desperate time won't be as good as work done in long, relax period like some other lucky ones have the privilege of. U may ask: "Who u wan to blame for then? Since u are so not satisfy." I only can blame my luck. What i have learn in this attachment period is to be perseverance, in whatever that were thrown at u(me). YES, at times i feel bleak, i feel is like the end of the world, i feel that i m hopeless. But i know if i hang in there long enough eventually i will go through it. N luckily at last i did even is in a not the perfect way that i wan. Hopefully all will go well in the final few weeks of my uni life and i can graduate soon. I believe that i can. YES, I CAN.