Adrenaline

Yesterday i was at IMU to see the cheerleading competition. Overally the competition is very nice and it is not hard to see that they really take a big effort to train so that v can see what v saw yesterday. When i watch the competition, what i was thinking was: "Wow, what they r doing sure need a rush of adrenaline to help them to complete their part, don't they?"

Yea, human can complete a lot of things with a rush of adrenaline. What was the difference is that people choose to use it for different usage. Some choose to use it benefactively like in cheer leading, but some choose to use it the other way around--- in crimes... one have to choose wisely enough for its good use...

What? How i use my adrenaline? Sorry, but i m abnormal... I dun have any!

Allergy....

This is my diagnosis of the long term cough that is bugging me for the past months. What the doctor said is i have a sensitive respiratory tract since i was still small(o, he is our family doc, i had been seeing him since i was small) that's y that whenever that i m in close contact with dust and smoke there will be fluid accumulating at my respi tract then lead to the irritation of the respi tract which will lead to cough n when i said cough i mean excessive cough that u can't even imagine.

In short notes, allergy is due to histamine which is secrete from our body due to the stimulation of certain stimulant and in my case is dust and smoke. I m very prone to allergy not onli physically but also psychologically. This is because that after certain "mental trauma" that i experience the trauma will remain in my brain for a long, LONG time. Anything that can be related to those trauma surfaced and can act as stimulant that will lead to my release of "mental histamine" and lead to my unhealthy psychological state.

So, u may ask, "Then how to treat allergy? Both physically and psychologically?" My answer will be--- is the same method: the exclusion method. For example, if u are allergic toward apple, DON'T EAT APPLE altogether, if u are allergy toward lobster, DON'T EAT LOBSTER altogether. The same concept apply toward psychology allergy, if midvalley stimulate ur mental histamine, ban midvalley. If IMU make u sick--- QUIT IMU. But sadly life is not that simple, I can't exclude everything that i dislike... that's mean that i have to get hold myself of those trauma until there is a drug to cure mental allergy...

Down with flu...

The cough had been bugging me for quite sometime already. Last time around i dun care as its a tradition that i have marathon cough. I have a record to be coughing for even half a year. But this around i got yellow sputum which means got infection somewhere in my body. That mean that i need antibiotic... Somehow even that i will be practising health care i m not that fond of western medication but i think i need to have some this time around... The cough n the constant running nose is very irritating and annoying... I think i over spend on tissue already. Darn it...

Wish me recover faster... =p

Yea rite...

last few days i have been questioned bout the fault language use in my blog.

N frankly i dun care less...

This is my blog, n if i can't express what i feel at that time then what's the point that i blog...

So...

Yea RITE... I DUN CARE!!!

Nationcom

This nationcom supplier is the one who is SUPPOSE to supplier internet coverage to our apartment n out of the blue it jus stop supplying the service which make me have a boring few weeks without any internet. i can't chat, can't search for information, can't blog hopping and most importantly is that i can't blog... I m currently typing this all out in the e lab in my uni. So, sadly announce: no pic... Speaking of uni connection, theirs also have their own shares of problems and are not pleasant to deal with. N just for the record i m studying at IMU which provide the well below average of internet service...

Ok, enough of sucky internet provider service story. Let's have some update of my life. For once i m not planning to use any metaphore to convey my life nowadays. Yes, my life nowadays are quite bored and dull. I m almost done on my lab stuff where i still need to do 4 more samples to complete my data collection. I have think of starting my disertation but seriously i found no inspiration or mood to start the writings. The information on noni fruits are quite hard to be found in internet, even if is can found the article will be not on the anticoagulation effects of the noni fruits itself... I know i will have a rough time finding some useful ones.

N life in vista also very boring... I have nothing to do when all my hardworking housemate either doing their labs or attending lectures... Boring kills... i have to content myself toward reading and watching old series... N, i really do tend to do my writing but... ai... long story...

Speaking of series, yesterday i was wacthing grey's anatomy season two n i found something inside very interesting: a "dead" person awaiting to be certified is being wheel in the OR room, the attending doctor ask the resident to do all the necessary steps to save the patient when apparently that the patient has no hope of surviving. The resident ask the attending: "Y are v doing this? izzit for experiences?" The attending doctor ask the resident to think himself. At the end of the episode the resident finally know the answer: they did so so that at the end of their day they can tell the dead person's family that "they have try their best".

Yes, what important in everyday life is to try our best in everything. I m still learning to do so. Quite often i think i didn't give my best shoot on everything because i m lack of confident. I need to build up my confident so that i wil have no regrets at the end. I swear i wil learn.

As for my social life, it can be said as interesting and also can be said as boring. This is because that yea, i have a lot of activities to attend to and lots of stuff to do but nowadays i feel fatigue n emotional while i do stuff. That sense of emptiness and loneliness is creeping up my sleeve and making me depress. My close frens will know y. But pls bear with me if one day u saw me walking like a zombie or have unpleasant face, just ignore it or say that: "O, li guo is PMSing..." i dun mind. Pls dun run away from me forever as i believe with time i will n can recover. N i m self declaring that i m OK, NO WORRIES(not that anyone cares, jus FYI onli).

O, n i did catch a hell lots of movie this few weeks, i watch: secret, ratatouille, rogue assassins, and perfect stranger. Among those, secret is the best. The storyline and the characters really attacts me a lot. Ratatouille is damn funny, i enjoy the movie a lot. Rogue assassins is a par movie for me as there is too much violent and bloody... As for perfect stranger... i will rate above average, although the plot is really interesting and the storyline have a twist at the ending part the movie itself fail to captivates me...

I think that's all for now gua... I think no people can finish this wordy post lo, just to test who really read all, pls type :"i finish all" at the chatter box beside... Hehehe...