Give and take...

"Give and take should be a mutual action, not forced, even if what that one give is good, valuble and even priceless, or else it will be a burden of the taker..." That's a line that i read from somewhere.

Then i start to wonder: what if a stranger hand me RM100 at some street to me, will i still accept it? I will probably say no to it and will think: "U think i fool a, what u want from me?"

Then i wonder again: Have i ever give someone something that someone does not wan at all even it is good for him or her? I think deeply and found out that yes, i may have done it once, nope... twice, nope.., probably a lot of time... consiously and unconsiously.

U might have ask: "how u know that the taker dun wan ur give?" Apparrently, since i have doing that quite often and get reject a lot of times, i quite know the "standard" face and action they will do to stop u(me) from helping them... althought they do it mostly in polite fashion but i can't help thinking that what's wrong with me. Y people can be so cautious with me? Do i have any problems? Do i look bad? Do i need to learn how to mind my own business? or how to BACK OUT?

I tired... wan to sleep...